nothing.

so much contemplation
so much waiting

so today i found out that i didnt get the job
the job my mum so desperately wanted me to get
but my heart was never in it
it was all just to please everyone else
and with this said
i dont think i was meant for this right now

there is a fire to travel the world
like i always wanted
there is so much time to get a 'career'
to make money
what is money?
it makes us greedier and want more
we become victims of materialistic desires

we're young
we're free to do whatever and whenever